I am in love with a boy
manufactured to destroy.
so maybe this isn’t permanent.
You keep me hanging by a thread, boy. Always by a thread.
It’s going to take awhile. Just get out and enjoy life and try not to sulk. You’ll find someone else. Just give it time.
Feel better.
instead of you.
But those are selfish, terrible thoughts.
I wish it hadn’t been anyone.
“Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.” — Oscar Wilde
brb, listening to Abba and prancing about my room.
Seriously though, it’s after midnight so I guess it’s officially my birthday.
Happy anniversary of being expelled from your mother’s uterus!
I was supposed to be a gay man or a lesbian.
Why’s that?
Because I dislike straight men.
Eh, they’re not all bad. I’d rather put up with the bullshit put forth by a portion of the heterosexual male populace than have to deal with the psychological and emotional struggles that the GLBT community faces. That’s not a burden I’d wish on anyone, much less desire for myself.
I know what you’re saying. I just think with my life experiences and who I am being gay would just be easier. I’m not saying my any means I’ve faced anywhere near as much prejudice as the majority of the gay community; I believe quite the opposite. Most of my friends through my life have been gay and my parents would’ve been completely fine with it though. The GLBT community is really the only place I feel comfortable/fit in, but I’m straight, so even there I don’t really fit there. Also, I’m way more attracted to gay than straight men… and they’re better in pretty much every way.
“Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction.” — Antoine de Saint-Exupéry